I wanted to protect you

I wanted to protect you, and I followed  my the instinct forces picked up and I talked with you, I kept my eyes closed, otherwise my heart would decide for himself.

I wanted to protect you, but now I collect pain
and   I add it to mine. I was not a poet 
I thought with the mind 
and not with your heart.

Now I am a slave, 
I'm not a poet, 
and the wind the rain
I have not more friends.


I wanted to protect you, 
and I try in the dark, 
I close my eyes
and I see you, 
I feel you I hold you 
and only then 
I find myself.

(google traduction , sorry)